Everybody grows old.
But through the process of growing older you learn, alot. And it's the experiences and decisions we make that make us who we are.

Work.
The work life is inevitable as we grow older. To support ourselves, to live comfortably. And when we are working, there is bound to be some unhappiness, politics, stress etc etc. And being a christian, I am struggling between being a good testimony for God and not being bullied. It is such a fine line that is is so difficult to make the correct choice. Whether to be the nice person, enduring all things for the sake of peace but getting more work as a result.

Talking to my dad about this, I realized that there was one thing I didn't do. Which is to commit all this to God in prayer. Whatever decision I have made, to commit it to God and ask him if it happens again what is that action steps to take. Yet another thing I learnt while growing up

Friends.
As we grow older, our circle of friends become so much smaller. We can no longer meet people at school, or CCA or whatnot. It all comes down to the handful that has stuck around for a long time, the few that matter. The only place to meet new people is like at the workplace and even so, it is very limited which is sad, really sad.

Sometimes I feel like if I dont make the effort to maintain friendships, the friendship will be lost. Like the other person doesnt care about it. Maybe it is the way I handle friendships? But it seems so but I cant seem to pinpoint the problem. Psychological problem eh.

But through it all, I am so so so glad that God is here to go through it with me. To grow old with me. And even though eternity is a scary thought to me currently because I cannot comprehend it, I sure I would like to spend all of eternity praising God. With no fears of falling to sin again or worries or sickness.