I am finally 21 years old. The legal age to do lotsa things that doesnt even interest me anymore. Year by year, every birthday is becoming less and less significant. 

There are no longer celebrations and the hype is all lost. In fact, I actually wish that a birthday didn't exist so that I would not keep growing older. HAHA

But apart from that, this year has been an interesting year. People that I didn't expect to wish me wished me and people that I am close to seemed to forget. I guess it's okay because it is just another day after all. Maybe it just isnt that important. 

But through the camp, God spoke to me, really audibly, not in the sense that I literally heard his voice, bt I knew it was him. Through all my insecurities, I have to find that anchor in him, no matter what lies ahead and who I will have by my side, I must know that I will always have him. that my security is in Christ and not in myself, so whom have I to fear? 

So now I am going to proclaim to the world that I will set aside time every week, two hours, to just praise God and seek him. And I will also get on to paint my room, which will include a timeline of all the significant events in my life. So now I am accountable to the world to do these things, and I will get ready for a life change :)