Dear God,

Thank you for always being there for me. For being my protector, my stronghold, my cornerstone. Thank you for being the ever gracious God that takes care of his kids so to the extent of death. Yet through it all, there is no favoritism or unfairness.

I've been learning so many things about you recently, and I just feel so overwhelmed. I  feel like I will never be able to reach your standard of perfect. There is just too many things I can't rmb. To love others and put others before myself, to do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit but to consider others better then myself. I may rmb it tonight, but tmr, when I go back to work and face the problems of the world, there is so many things pulling at me, I just dont know how I can be the person you want me to be.

I want to, but like Paul said, the mind is willing but the flesh is weak. But still, I thank you that are here to go through it with me. That you will carry me on eagle's wings. No matter how tired I am, I know I can always count on you.

Even though I am really afraid I will fail again, help me Lord.

I cast all my burdens onto you Jesus, thank you. Amen.