I wonder how many other people have felt the way I did. Looking out of the window of the bus, thinking when we will find the love of our life. Thinking of our next move in life, whether is it to get a degree, or which career path to choose. 

Tonight, my thought wander to the many drama series I've watched. How one day changes the fate of a persons life totally. That one fateful day where everything changes. When will that day come? If my life were to be fast forwarded like a drama serial, how would it look like? 

Which parts will be the significant parts and which parts will be edited out? Life is made out of many little choices that eventually lead us through life. How many of the choices do

I make correctly?  

If life were a game, would I turn out to be victorious? Or would I give up, end the game and be a sore loser? 

So many questions that I cannot answer. All ignited by a sense of loneliness? 

Recently I read somewhere that people that laugh the most are the most lonely. Is that true? Is that true of me? A sense of emptiness that I try so desperately to fill with everything else. Work? Friends? A search for love? 

So many questions that will never have answers. Or with answers that I know but refuse to acknowledge...