I finally got a chance to talk to my papa since I was back from my vietnam trip. Usually hes already asleep when I get home. My parents sleep at like at 9.30pm.

My heart aches for my papa when he told me about the increasing workload he has to handle at work because his colleague went on maternity leave and another full time staff converted to part time. So he's like really stressed at work. Heart pain :(

And my papa told me once again that he wants me to stay in SG to study if I can. Sigh. Once again he told me that he's sure I can take care of myself there but he won't be able to help me if anything happens like my computer breaking down or stuff like that. Then he was telling me about the alternatives other then going overseas, like studying in offshore universities :( I think my parents will really miss me if I'm gone, and vice versa :( He was also telling me some story about his friend whose children went over to study and because they had no adult supervision, turned rebellious and failed the course but still continued staying in Aus cos they were afraid to tell their parents. He really doesn't want me to go huh :(

Shall just see if I get accepted first and make more decisions from there. Sighhhh.

Papa told me more about bro's temper too ytd night. Quite upsetting but I shan't go into details. But seems like he's super sensitive about me being close to my parents? I was talking to my dad over dinner then he came and sat down, looked around for awhile and walked back to his room without a word. ERM. How were we to react?! So weird. Then awhile later he came out, and took the food into his room. So strange.