This is my blog. I write what I want and how I feel. Yet, I have typed and retyped so many things because I just cant find the right words to say.

Just like how it is with you, and how it is with my parents. The heart and brain are really funny things. The brain only stops functioning when the heart goes into overdrive.The brain says to the hand to wave. The hand does not wave. The  brain says to the mouth to speak. The mouth remains shut. The battle has been lost. 

The heart tells the brain to talk to my parents. The brain thinks that it is too awkward telling such stuff. Even though the heart knows my parents will be supportive and even provide comfort, the brain refuses to tell the mouth to speak. The battle is lost once again. 

But I tell myself. It doesn't matter what others think of me, only what I think of myself. With every decision I make, I want to be able to love myself more for making that decision.