Two months into 2013.
Don't know what to think of it already, every year, I want each year to be better, to become better, to do more, to love more, to give more. And yet here I am, not knowing what I'm doing with my life. 2013 was supposed to be awesome.

I feel like I'm slipping back into my old ways. The old screwed up me again. And it's really damn screwed up I swear. I cannot let that happen but yet I am letting that happen. Seriously Eunice.

And once again I'm drifting from God again. AGAIN. Enough of this already. Why do I keep struggling with the same things?! It's time to grow the shit up and be more mature. Why do I keep contradicting myself?!

Angel and devil. Having a battle inside me. Maybe I have split personality. Explains why I totally can't rmb some things I do. And no I'm not perpetually drunk.

Sigh. Enough of ranting. Okay maybe just one more rant. Seriously. Oversight of 4 people at my workplace and I have to deal with the shit and get all the scolding. FOUR. And nobody is willing to help. It's not like my oversight was less serious then theirs. We all overlooked the same issue. And it's not even my case in the first place. Seriously it doesn't pay to be nice. Ugh. Am having such a bad day. But at least the days ending.

Till better days...