Was talking to my colleague the other day and there was this topic about putting up a wall a.k.a. Defense mechanisms to protect oneself.

While trying to get him to break down the barrier because it just seemed to brainless to ask someone not to build walls so that others can reach out to them, or find a soulmate in t his context, I realize that I am doing it myself. More subtly. And refuse to admit it. At least most of the time.

It's just so easy and plain to see that it's a stupid way of thinking but yet we all do it. Some way or another, just some walls are bigger and stronger

Okay apart from my self reflection, going to start on something new tmr. Something that I'm not sure I can do. Or should be doing. Nevertheless, I've come this far, I should just give it a shot. Ha. Shots. How ironic cos I'm gonna be selling them >.<

One full time job, two part time jobs. I wonder why I always feel the need to tire myself out all the time. Why am I sucha work maniac.