First post ever, haha.

Inspired to start blogging again despite the many blogs I have already but cant remember all the links alr zomg HAHA. But I think this blog will be different. It shall no longer be a blog all about myself, (Disclaimer - I still will use this blog to rant and all) but a blog to share the good and bad things. reviews, updates, etc etc hehe.

But for now, since I'm at work (not slacking btw! I finished my work!) and won't be able to upolad pics and all, I'll stick to a neutral topic.

Recently, I just got exposed to the unfair world. I do believe in God, I really do. But why do some people have to suffer so bad for most of their lives, and some people are just born with a silver spoon? How do God choose these people. Which one has to go through a though journey through life and who will have everything they every want handed to them?

Even though people who go through more often come out more victorious in life, some people just go through too much, and it just pains my heart so much :(

But what to do, I'm not God, and never will be. I may never understand his ways but I'm sure his ways are sovereign and I shall just trust that he knows best. After all he does know best, not limited to the small human mind. Andddd, I'm sastified with my life as it is now :) I have an awesome Dad who randomly messages me to tell me to have a good day, and tells me that he'll be there for me hehe <3 and a caring Mum who cooks lunch for me to pack to work the next day almost everyday :) hehe I feel so blessed :)

My parents have given up so much for me, the least I can do is to try and give them a good retirement and support them anyway I can. And stop being sucha bitch to them sometimes. Sighpie. Sometimes I really take them for granted knowing they'll always be there.

Aside from that, the realization that this world is an unfair world brought up another whirlpool of feelings alongside with it. When I see you suffering, you may not see it, but I feel your pain. Heartwrenching pain that I cannot control. Why, why can't you understand that all i want is to be the right one for you. I want to share you pain and burden because I don't want you to go through it all alone anymore.

Why don't you understand that I don't need you to pamper me, or give me everything in thw world? Why don't you see that sharing your struggles and making your life that little bit easier is enough for me?

And it's not that I pity you Even though I admire your determination and willpower and your strength, I just want to be there for you. Will you ever see that?

Long enough post for now :)
Shall update on my school selection between UniSim and RMIT next! :)